Teachings of the deceased

Remember that small, hainan was born cousin 15 years, and he didn't want to go to school. Do say that such a small age how don't go to school?

She said, poor grades, have a class to do not understand, family environment and not satisfied, simply quit school. Mother and she said, since don't go to school will come to my house to help me busy, you are so young age can outside what to do.

Remember the time I only 14 years old, just want to go to the junior high school, and in my eyes country cousin appearance look is so silly ratio, dressed in small-town, feeling let person looks to hate, a heard coming home permanent, it shares look down on the stiffness of drill in skin.

From then on she at home help, in the mother setup, she is very capable, laundry cooking, buy vegetables... A lot of trivial life she will do, she can when the mother of left and right hands. Mother to her also more and more love, as close as children, with our brother and sister several treatment are the same, we also have some her, no matter what... Even some we didn't she have, that kind of unbalanced psychological in our young and small mind produced under the extreme rejection. Sometimes act, leaving things about let her go to pick up. When I do bad time for our mother beat and scold we also will send it saves in cousin body, is she hurt, otherwise we won't be beat and scold. To her hate, and hate is more and more heavy.

Remember that it was a summer, have a cousin in cooking, don't know what is due to a words, I make and she called up, just start or play, then take it seriously, cooked rice of high pressure boiler on the ground, because play 閙, I returned to the wall, the foot just to hot red-handed, summer scald the hot pain let I spelled a life going to tell her dish it out, but my mother didn't from my wound is in the scold me, I say: "she hurt me very hot arrive, you don't scold her back to scold me? Do I your kids? You call her back, don't stay in our home, your home is our brother and sister a few went, she is another, why let her at home, every time you are protecting her, everything in a few of us, we saw she hate, go back to your house to, my family does not welcome you......" The scar forever in my feet up and down the root.

The mother picked up hand went to my body dozen, gas side cry and cried, you do not still indiscretions, is you have been bully her, she which point do well, where do wrong? She was every day in the help, what housework will help dry, do you have? In addition to eat to play, you can do what you say to listen to, who do bad, you still have the cheek to in this rang...

For mother's blame and beat and scold, we but didn't go to reflection, but with some change of the brother and sister of galilee to get back his justice, I said to myself, you wait, one day, we will let you get back.

Presto, a few years time passes quickly, mom to cousin's love never change, every time go out, no matter to which will take her go together, sometimes they go home late, I asked cousin, you go, who know her a back to my words he said: "you mom said to which do not say with you, you also don't ask, I can't say." I was so angry that I direct play shake.

Grow up, wiser, cousin also married, remembered before the oneself still very funny, but mother's not let me also have deep miss, recalled at that time with cousin pillow fight when my mother's words: "she back, you will like her? What all help stem? You'll like her such a thoughtful? You have no conscience? Will you like her so of have a little respect their elders? You which day is not to his tea dance?

Until today, when having a meal in the home to talk about please servant is not and, go and leave problem, I'm deeply realize mother had before, she is in order to let us have a good life space, no matter what thing, can back is back, can carry will carry it, have cousin help reduce her a lot of burden, what things are we didn't pay attention to case erase.

And now I life space, also fulfilled before mother to my criticism, "they still live in the tea to dance hand every day".

In the conditions allow, do you want to look for person to help you, let you have more leisure time to do other things, or let you every day in bored, tired, lock, under the condition of complex life? Even if it is a little bit of help make me moved.

I don't know, their pay is right or wrong, the maid, can relieve my pressure, can let me don't have so tired. Didn't the servant like suddenly cut off your hand like that. Actually, I also just want to in an incomplete family act as up a small role, can at least home a bit like feeling of home, try not to let you live in incomplete corner, is this also is wrong? And my suffering who can understand? B: yes, except yourself who can help me? I so as to what, as if no one can know, everyone is for himself, and everyone in love yourself, and you pay for the other eye should be. The mood is bad, they will say, do you think you have mercy on you can not do it. No matter what is this, some people for I want? Yes, no. I am not really like to do these trivial matters, is I can not let go his conscience I have to do.

Mother's teachings of the deceased me in mind, don't see in the ownership of the cases I'll try our best to help mother finished her regret, I think this is born to the son of man's basic moral!