The truth solid say it, I don't want to let them know my things. I have always had a rebellious, uneasy cent, always mess around, to make a lot of mistakes they rehabilitation, image general, not spoiled their eyes haven't much future child. The relationship between my parents downs, to them, have more complex feelings. I was 14 goes away began to study, the secret of growth with few parents share, in private I've always thought he was in the absence of love environment to grow up. In high school when boarding school, see roommate's father help her hang mosquito nets, newspapers to formalities, and love have to let me get jealous. And I'm a person to pay all kinds of money is hard to zhang, fill in all kinds of forms, like a helpless rabbit. Stay on to university, my mother send me to school, I don't think she has secretly redundant. After that, looking for work, love, brokenhearted, all get weigh in hand. Unrestrained spoil the, very not easy to free some of the air of shenzhen, even to their the searchlight? !Take my love difficult-disease told them? Is impossible. The generation gap!
That moment, parents only know I phone a lot, things really busy, have a meal to eat less, cold not the d a phone call he said not to go home. Very not easy to go home, the parents are spotted appearance, slippers, towel early to I ready. The food on the table and your own favorite as usual that a few things. I think parents still love me, but expression drab and practical, all in the food inside. Sometimes, want to gather together the face the past close close them, and endure. So big, so grand ceremony, haven't habit.
My in the mind, they know where. See I was thin, lovingly ask, I only said some hometown pieces of the branches and leaves, engage like, in the clouds. My love is stuttering, two people together but not enough to the heat, and want to separate and not easy. Heart every day in the fight, entanglements. Annoyed, they raised a bunch of believers, meet the bar. Otherwise it's closed the door with his girlfriend to talk on the phone, and don't let them hear. His girlfriend is talk about another love, their trouble many, communication up. It's easier. She and I are both belong to a romantic, two people are hopelessly in love with a variety of dolls, lace, and the lady of the house clothes. We arranged in the seaside must marry in a house, the French window of the house is attached to the sea front blue sky, facing the sea, chun nuanhua leaves. To put these said to parents heard, two realists eighty percent and will to old awe: oh, how much money!
I'm thinking of continue to end the love or the proposition, my love, it matures. I was busy looking for various wishfully on the house, is the main checking the weekend leisure activities. That afternoon, the weather is not good, strong winds and rains, everything seemed to have a sign. Together with their parents went to see the top floor of the example room, incredibly hit them. It's called YuanGuLuZhai, can let three people to walk of the aisle, I'm standing in the middle don't move. He held his girlfriend soft and fine waist limb, only turned half around the body, protect a let her through. How ridiculous. My girlfriend has become his girlfriend and I, also TaoXin tao lung to talk with them their dreams. I think I have not know them.
The elevator up to the top floor, the tears down the river. The model of the 28 floors, the developer designed the bar, with drinks hospitality you. I curled up in the balcony corner sofa, the in the mind is full of frustration. Love and friendship and betrayal, I into the ground. Father called the beer. He has a stomach trouble and can't drink, and my mother for beer allergies. But three people carry three cup, you come to me to, the cup after cup fall, I have ZuiYan have. I like a TaoZhaiRen like FaHen said: I want to cry, I very vexed, you know brokenhearted of taste? Do you understand me? Mother touched my head: you this age, emotional troubles unavoidable, but may also be in the past. Daughter, that's how you grow up. Come, cheers!
My first ever two generations drink, into three adults party. As I cry and drink, like a drunk after all. Hiding in the corner of the balcony, off and on, spit out past love plot, and my family, the desire for marriage dream, my the French window. All parents not to talk, let I commit tomfoolery, mother said: daughter, magazine said, if the other party change heart, real losses is he. Because, he lost a loved his people, and you, but lost a person you love.
The crowd dispersed in succession, day a little black down, 28 height as a sea breeze. The wind messed up my long hair, cry out, had said, the mood began to calmed down, hatred, and anger is slowly disperse. I feel sleepy. I have no reason to want to the top floor of the house, it has French window, can see the sea, is the home I dream of, but the love of my testimony failed game, is I love a mirage.
I pack a good mood, dizzy brain rises, and parents to prepare to go home. Security has repeatedly and we speak, said the typhoon will not to, advised them to leave early. Parents see my appearance, who urged, we fell on the back. Sea breeze blows was tight, the curtain and chandeliers in the wind whirled around.
The elevator lights show that it rose to 20 layer, the lights went out go down, and the room into a dark. Old naive will choose time place, bad things come so focus on comprehensive-the power went out.
Dark in the top of the stairs, mother issued the scream. This is a very good example room but only decorate unfinished house! No elevator also calculate, the key is no emergency light, can't lighting. At that time, we became the United States breathtaking movie actor in the large, want to do is out of danger. Father flip pocket, find out a cigarette lighter. A military man in the back of the alert resolute: "go!"
We walked down the stairs go down, the whole flat feet is not too clear in the cement floor, building materials, and are black. I'm not a good drinker began to attack, his mouth lifted, seem to be very clear, but people slumped into a ball mud. Mother put my arm to take on her shoulder, in a short while panting. Father from the other side wear me, thumb press in the lighter. Lighter is the street can be seen everywhere of that kind of, thumb must press on the edge of the fire on the gear will be bright. The wind blew the flame shape, his right hand to change from the lighter left hand, left hand in to hand, very hot AQi straight.
We GeGeDaDa all the way down the stairs, by the light of the lighter go down. Between daze, father and mother in memory of their love process. They, well, talking about the old method, an acquaintance introduced, organization DingQin, communication in marriage meet. Three days after his father went to the troops, then separated 17 years, together of the time is not much, letter is written several big radish. Father whispered, "they generation of love, like wine, enthusiastic, excited, hurt liver injury spleen, easy to drunk, easy to wake. We then? Like a cup of mineral water, light, but quench it, is the best drink. Look at us, married 32 years and eight months, feeling......"
This is I am so long since passed the longest the stairs. That's 28 stories of the house! Father hand lighters, change from the left hand to hand, the right hand to change his left hand, always press in the above thumb. I can even hear "" burns very hot voice, but also could smell the smell of burnt. Although, I have not too clear.
Also don't know how long does it go, heard the voice of the security panting. A security guard with emergency light, light wine I wake up, the father left thumb summon up huge bubble, has been lighter stained yellow. Right thumb has in the bubble and burned after broken, revealing the red meat inside... Mother grabbed his father left hand into his mouth, lovingly asked: "pain?" Father laughed: "don't eat my salt western!"
My tears again down the river. This is the impression is the most affectionate father and mother of the scene. Their love is simple and direct, but also long atmosphere. In the corridor, with lighter father has been for us what a lamp that emergency light, let us out of unexpected difficulties. In fact, the parents how has been our emergency light? The day can't feel them good and important. Only in the night when you just know power how need, and they actually have been saving energy of love. I have been wrongly assume that parents don't know a love of expression, and they, with simple action, the most vivid to interpret the love and affection. Before this, they had not shallow exposure to, but a laughing group inside, let you to forget, warm meaning is endless.
