You suddenly say to want to come to my house call, the telephone, you airily said: "listen to you two", said there is a hospital to leg pain, I want to see you. First, then to there by bus to go to. Don't tube. I'm going to......"
Your leg hurts, very long time. In fact you have pain all over, although you never said, but I accidentally see, your legs stick full as, waist, too. You've worry, young when work without XiLi, old fall a problem, high blood pressure, diabetes, heart also is bad, old people like you have a lot of common diseases. Young when strong body of stout, now is like the wind of dry fruit, only a pair of mere skeleton, fragile.
The second day, I didn't get up you came. Open the door I saw you hunkered down in the door, a hand on his knees keep rubbing. You frown and gather full face of intensive sweat. I blame you should not be painful to become so to go to the doctor, you say didn't what great things.
You resolute don't agree I accompany you to the hospital, "you are so busy, the delay, and have to stay up late at night, always so bad to the body......" Your stubborn let me angry. Is dispute between, the telephone rang, hang up the phone, but not you. I hurriedly ran out, you're not out of how far, you walk so slowly, bow with his body, with one hand on the knee, step by step move forward.
See you difficult move, the way my heart suddenly pain once, tears in tracing of. I followed up in the past, in front of you bend, I say: "dad, I carry you to a taxi outside." You along while moved, I twisted to rush you, only to find that you are clean sleeves with eyes, your eyes moist flush, a bit embarrassed to say: "the wind fans the eyes." And he said, "what? My own back back can walk."
Entanglement along while, you gave me, finally going to lie prone on my back, like a obedient child. I saved up came back up with you, but not imagine that in the sink, that moment, I doubt: this, really, people is I have strong majestic father? You his arms around my neck, in my back uneasily twist to move the, the body struggled up the bow, tense atmosphere all dare not out.
The door to the community, but more than 20 metres. Your request down several times, were I to refuse. Dad, don't you forget, have you ever also such carry me, through many road?
18 years old, originally good grades of I, incredibly only pass a common vocational college. I have no face to read the continuing education, also can face you down the angry eyes, and resolutely into a small factory jobs. That day, I was carrying a bag of raw materials to send workshop, just go to the cranes, cranes hanging from steel suddenly fell on it. Despite of I, be heavy steel pressure in the following, great pain, let me in the instant into a coma.
Wake up I have lying in hospital, and keep in my bedside you, really was in shock. You face muscles kept jumping, and one night and not like between haggard appearance.
Later I learned that, that piece of steel plate smashed down, but be flank of a car turned once, but even if is such, my right leg also nearly smashed to break, lumbar was also discourage.
Treatment process long and multifarious, you carry me, go to the fifth floor do spinal puncture, go to the third floor radiation, up and down several trips. That year, you 50 years old, the night of anxiety makes you and mental anxiety; I 18 years old, in nutrients and drugs stimulating rapid obesity up. 50 years old you carrying 18 years old, I was too tired to a trip down the breath come over.
Is this time, you end to chop soup for my drink, you attentively side blowing heat side a scoop of the hot soup to send in my mouth, and said: "all for a few hours, bone soup calcium, and you drink some......" I suddenly testily a palm push in the past, his mouth cried out: "drink drink, I become so, and drink of that still have what use?!"
A large "pa" with a broken drop one, ribs kelp roll all over the ground, hot soup sprinkled on your feet, quickly up the bright bubble. I stay live, see you face was twisted with pain, in the heart very fear. I remember your temper actually very violent, in third grade I took sit at the same table calculators, you put my pants and pulled, dip in with a belt water pumping me. If it weren't for mom siming stopped, you can put me beat have to examine.
This time, however, you are not training I, more not beat me. Your mouth in pain with twitching, eyes but smile to say to me: "that's all right, dad that's all right!" Then, limped out.
You exactly like the one change, so rough continuing person, incredibly attending on every day I eat and drink pull scatter, help to take a bath massage, than mom patience careful. I started in your supervision and support on restoration exercises, every morning to get up at five o 'clock, you accompany me with ShuangGuai walk. Earlier I dodders along, you followed me to follow suit, we became the street a unique scenery.
In order to take care of me, you don't do that job. Didn't economic source, a large medical treatment cost pressure you lift head. You borrow money around debt, relatives are you felt frightened. That you heard that there is a hospital in the northeast of the drugs on my leg to have the special effects, in order to raise expenses for medicine, you ran to the provincial capital with great aunt to borrow money.
Eight months later, I began to throw down a crutch to your own way.
This time you go to the hospital inspection, you repeatedly asked me: "what? Not very serious?" I held on the one who holds your hand and you thick rough hand in my palm in keep trembling. The first time I found, you're so afraid.
The results came out, a bone hyperplasia, must surgery. The doctor say: can't imagine, how can your father tolerate that hurt?
When hospitalization procedure, I decided to stay with you, as you had to me that way, buy you like, cut apples to eat for you, accompany you to play chess, arm you went downstairs little garden stroll, to tell you the things when I was a kid. I ask you to remember ever take the belt out me, you guilty to smile.
That day the nurse for you infusion, the student nurse, a couple of needle didn't plunge into the blood vessels. I a push away her, quickly with hot towel apply is in your hands. Always temper geniality of I, first to the nurse hair fire: "can you can't wait to learn the craft to karzai? That is more meat, not wood!"
The nurse embarrassed to back down, you look at a furious I, with tears in eyes should shine. Suddenly, I remember, a few years ago, you have this down roughly for I pills nurse.
The operation was a success. You are out come, still lethargy. I carefully looked closely at you, your face eroding canyons, hair white most, several human longevity eyebrow droop...... I think of you young took during those handsome and natural and unrestrained photos, surge suddenly very sad.
After several hours, you wake up, saw me and closed his eyes. For a while, and open your eyes, weakness and called, "urine.................. urine"
I quickly took [, put in your bed. You bite a tooth, very emphatic appearance, but the along while still not out of urine. You struggled to stand up, affects the pain of the wound, the huge sweat bead is from your frontal leak out. I be nasty from behind and picked up your body, hands holding your legs, held you up. You slightly struggling after a few, and finally, like a baby quiet on my arms, so light, then attachment.
After discharge you live in my house. Every day, I help you take a shower, massage, and follow a recipe you like to eat vegetables, around the far to buy you mutton soup, rough JueJiang of I also will patience gently to speak to you. Sunshine is good, take you to the colts campus to erhu, rush you get up every morning exercises, you in the front walk slowly, I followed closely behind...... All the people admire you have a filial son, and I know, these all are passing my love you the way. But I love not love you forever. I love you, the broad stretch of the sea as far, pure transparent without any impurities, and I, I can only use cup of water, and to return the sea.
