That year, she is sixteen, the first time I like a boy. He is not very tall, dangerous, but it's like playing football, with a low good voice, the result is very good, often is the first in the class. Although at the time, early love is not what big problem, the girl after boy also is no longer news, she is not the sort of more quiet girl. But she never want to do to him, just think, can always so far far appreciate him, he is very good.
At that time, she often to meet on the way he, say hello to a half a day, often also don't go back to school, but a circle on the playground and round and jogging, just to see him in action. She also learn to fold the lucky star, every day on that little note top write a want to what he said, fold into small lucky stars, happily in the big bottle. She often looked at him to think, like that of boys, should be like that kind of tender and thoughtful girl right, that has a black long hair straight, has a pair of watery eyes, and happy will her mouth shut a smile of girl. Her hair is black, but only a short to the ears, she has a pair of big eyes, but often because laugh and micheng a seam. She often to the mirror, if one day she became like that girl, he will not like her. But want to be want to, she still every month to run a little a bit long the barber's hair cut short to the ears, or encounter a funny things laughs squinted.
Her 19 years old, to get into a is not very good, but also not poor university. His normal play, take an examination of to another one of the city's key university. She took the train to leave the life she keep her small town, floating on the heart is her little drops and memory of him. College life is more than 20 days of military training hard life started. Night face before sleeping, other girls to hide in the bedding secretly call each other with boyfriend lawsuit feeling of acacia, her several times after that a few familiar with according to the key figures, and always did not press the call button. 19 years, first know what is missing, originally, missing is a can make people inexplicably to drop the power of tears. Four year university life not long, lively and single.
Snoop asked about reason, she always smile and said, "well as academic." She is also true that in very hard, just to test his that university graduate student. Four years to her hair grows long, she didn't cut short. An old classmate party, everyone to see her as shine at the moment, a black long hair straight, watery eyes for proper eye shadow and more show brilliance, white inside deeply red skin, from her mouth shut a smile, can't stand out the former small scrapes. He saw her mind and could not help, but he was hand is walking arm in arm with another woman of fine fine thin waists. She looked at his side that more than their tender charm of woman, very good to hide the in the mind of a lost, only light smiled at him and said, "long time no see."
She 22 years old, to the top score that he admitted to the university's graduate. He did not continue to one's deceased father grind, into a foreign capital enterprise, outstanding work, the annual salary soon to reach six figures. She continue to live in drab and even boring student life, and insists on the single. A holiday home, an enter a door mother took her pulled up one side, earnest, "my daughter, reading is a good thing. But the woman is always want to get married and, this is the end-result!" She nodded, into the room to arrange back of luggage. First from the box out of a bottle of lucky star is full, and set it on the shelf. The shelf a row of the lucky star bottle, are all full, just six bottles.
She is 25, with key university master's degree and outstanding performance and soon found a good job with a salary of thousands. He then has to run his own company, business bigger and bigger. The third branch opened, he and a married the daughter of vice mayor, rimmon double. She attended the grand wedding, hear next to the person speaking of the bridegroom promising young, the good looks, the bride family prominent, abroad return, beauty such as flower, is really a pair of its people. She looked at him a spring in his smiling face, the in the mind have also caused a happy feeling, strange feeling, as if his side smile like the woman is himself.
She 26 years old, married to a colleague of the company, and the two men met to marry from less than half a year's time, and the short to she didn't know whether two people fall in love. Their wedding at her request to make very simple, only invited some friends closest relative. That night she drank a lot of wine, first drink so much wine, not drunk, but in a great mess up. She looked at the mirror in the bathroom that piece of water vapor in the face of the fuzzy gradually transpiration, first gutty want to cry a impulse. But finally, she still makeup mended go out after continue to play the role of the happiness the bride. Her coat pocket, have her morning rush folded a lucky star, it says, "today, I married women for others....... But I know that I love you."
She 36 years old, lives a quiet a well-off life. A day in the street happened old classmate, chatting up him, but that he learned his business failure, a heavy blow all day long after wander the bar, separated from their families. Her for several days in finally in a small bar find him. She didn't scold him, just handed him a passbook, there is all her savings, and then said to him, "I believe that you can start again." He opened the passbook, a large number for his incredible, those so-called friends and relatives in to hear him say "borrow money" two words will not avoid looks at, she is but a quick to forget his name old classmate, but so generous? She still smile and said, "a friend not should help each other?" That night her husband know, a hard slap immediately dumped come, in a loud voice: "millions of didn't say anything it all gave him, whether you are only after the somebody else!" She was the smack down to the earth, and no tears also didn't talk, the more did not answer her husband of query. Although she has never admitted to others she love him, but she can never to others deny that she loved him.
She is forty, that year his company has become the industry the most competitive a few big one of companies. That night he took two hundred and his company's ten percent share transfer to her house. Her husband while jolly said. "don't have to be so polite, well, a friend should help each other," side in the stock transfer name to sign. She didn't say anything, but said a sentence, "as to stay for dinner." He was not promised to reason. When the food came, he was surprised to discover that his favorite dishes. But he looked up to see her face in a quiet for her husband son clip vegetables, the in the mind a release however, think what you want. Just before leaving time from his pocket and take out an invitation, laughing and said, "I hope you can come then." She thought it was him and opening branch, get away, it took on the sofa. He turned away back to the kitchen to wash the dishes, suddenly heard her husband said with a loud voice, "a rich love this sentence. See you indeed! The old classmate, so quick and marry the second." Her hand was shocked, and be a PoWan gap a stroke, blood surged in, a drop on a drop by dripping. She looked at the slice of the move is reddish water, suddenly remind of 15 years ago that smile such as flower of woman that body marriage gauze, seems to be the color.
She 55 years old, one day suddenly at home faint, was sent to the hospital. A check, doctor face heavy, her husband told to one side to speak. After all, she is a clever woman. Stop the doctor, she seriously asked, "I also can live for a few days?" For three months, and the movie with much more drama, but really should be the life such as play this sentence. Would not be in hospital, she returned to the house off for his own ready to bury. A person living his life, to account for the thing with more. Receive news the relatives and friends come in succession to see the last side. He was the last one. She lay in bed, have begun to intelligence is not clear, but a see his hands at the time lucky stars, immediately awake to come over, seems to be last gasps.
"Is this for me?" She pointed to the the lucky star, but peep out one silk smile on his face. He quickly replied, "oh, yes. Yes. This is I bring to you." Is really a plug liu, this but is he's just out of the airport to raise money for the Red Cross meet the little girl to send, and he was anxious to see her, took come to see is something not out to get on the car, is the one who holds all the way is not consciousness. She received the lucky star, hold on the bosom not to put a long time. Finally, she pointed to the next to the table and that it also put a lucky star, then her last night spent more than an hour to folded, slowly to him said: "I used to live in the house, and thirty-nine lucky stars. I can be cremated, you put those two together with this planet and I together, ok?" Before he could answer, she has on the eyes, and a peaceful face. Her cremation that day, he according to her wishes to those lucky stars and on her, and thirty-nine cans, accidentally fell one or two in the ground also never found. He turned to go, suddenly found the ground and two. Picked up, he thought, well, be is leave a mark it.
He is seventy years old. One day, he wore glasses when reading a book in the garden. The four year old grandson suddenly take two pieces, filling the run to before him and cried, "grandpa, grandpa, teaching me to read." He helped the helped glasses, see the first piece of small pieces of the word, "jerry, you are wearing today that body blue jersey is very good-looking oh oh oh oh. Also, the number I liked, ha ha." He frowned and grandson asked, "the two small strip where are you looking for?" "This is not note ah, this is you put it on the desk of the two star ah. I opened it, he found that there are words!" He one leng, again to see the second a little note, "jie, have a kind of happiness is a can make you desperate he love."