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headaches often recently, in the middle of my eyebrows site, Huang Huang honking do not know how it is. Son in high school, often some rebellious psychology and actions, with their own minds. Children grow up is a good thing, and sometimes also for the child's own angry, sometimes unconsciously still in front of the children and the wife rivalry, the kids fight elation, gas can not help but laugh afterwards, I said bitterly, Well, if you have a brother, it is not our rivalry in front of you, but you rivalry in front of their parents. Between mortal when it comes to my brother, I thought maybe my headache and he related. He is my child, but it died in the womb. Not his own mortality, but we did not let him come to this earth. After the young man, is the largest Italian's age,, had a child neglect after not taken any measures to know the results of four months pregnant with the case, go to the hospital to find a doctor wants most experienced abortion, the doctor checks Unfortunately, said the day could abortion, if the child can not wait six months to do abortion. We do not have any hesitation, because the state can only give birth to a call. We can only be one, does not seem a second choice. We also do not allow the pressure to survive have a choice. When the doctor a needle down, I did not realize that a life is gone, my mother said it was born pick melons, than normal production to be painful. Life and the pain experienced when the life out of my body, I just feel relaxed for a while, in my consciousness, he is not a life. Unfortunately, my mother said was a boy, white body, a stylus on the head, so only a small head is black. At that time my mother, then I do not care, because then you need to do too much work and survival is more important than life. I did not even look at him. Now when I see myself playing with his son in the room, alone and look. Mom these words often sounded in my ears, I often did not have time to think of that on the earth like water disappeared children. My headache certain about him, his life is in me. Because to me, he did not succeed reincarnation. Maybe he has a hard practice VII,, and finally adult practice,, when we have to be strangled, he hates me. I love that pay homage to their loved ones after the day he can count it, a name, release it, that is a life ah. In Japan, said the infant spirit alive, they died in the womb the child's life is called the water, meaning the water as lives lost. Like water lost my son ah. In fact, when he was five months have been kicked in my stomach, and every day in the morning in the evening time of his activities, he was so lively, and he asked me every day should be easy to eat a bag of apples, He must have a long white and healthy is our disregard for life, so that he died. If he were alive today, and is now just one year old brother, I had to re-understanding of life, and when my family constitutes a better hope, he has left us ten six years. We devoted all their energy and love at the same time in a child's body, thinking that if he could have a fellow brother, may be more sensible, and perhaps more loving, perhaps happier, maybe we can have more energy to do it yourself thing, because his brother is his best playmate. Maybe,,,,,,, but unfortunately it's just imagine, everything is what it is today. This way is also very good, but occasionally my head hurts, and occasionally think it would be like if he was alive, I do not know where he will never know his mother is not sensible cruel think of him? Think of him headaches.
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