A 】
I will my heart, drag in rubble stone pointed, dripping blood, also
don't feel pain, just feel numb. Hurt the most poles, actually have
pain to indolence it. Just like me.
Children in the side dull looking at me, eyes are very big, xu full
of tears, flash! The flash, it doesn't fall down. He has always been a
sensible child, never give me into trouble. From I have him, to now,
five months, he sometimes quiet like does not exist, besides I gradual
uplift the belly, nothing can prove he has to take root in my body
germination.
I suddenly became, how, he hasn't born? He was five months? How, how can in looking at me?
A sharp pain in the heart, I awake from sleep, use, has fully wet.
Dark night, the house was silent, only the boy's heart beat in my
body, stand by me for this and a nightmare.
【 2 】
I'm from daming lake.
The most beautiful of the daming lake.
Smooth ripples, wide. People stood on the shore, the heart also
drunk, and god also pin, again not happy matter, also can put into a
smile.
Because daming lake, I forgive is a heart. Because daming lake, I have the most clear mind. Until I met him.
Belly this five months old children, is his.
Today, I still remember, that day the sun is just right. According
to the warm on me, and he hold me in your arms, against the my ear,
low voice to I promise: "I'll love you for my whole life, we, always
walks out."
I said, "really? Don't lie to me, I was the most stubborn people, if lie to me, I will take it seriously."
Quietly he looked at me, its eyes happies and harmonious: "I love
you, is really, if one day I betrayed our love, let me break son
unique, die a terrible death land!"
For an instant I melt--love is the brutal edge tool, let a person
be guarded against. Even if you have a strong heart again, also stayed
but love attacks.
But, in this moment, I thank it, thanks for its vicious, thanks for its overwhelming.
To spend together the half a year, and every day I laundry to cook for him. He is on my, I was his warm.
I thought, we like this, is a lifetime.
Ling laughing at me, she said: "the man, the pigs were good at the trees."
I just laughed, didn't refute her. The other man I don't know, he, I believe. Like believe that my own heart.
A person, if even sleep in the side of the people don't trust, will deceive, that, he still person?
Ling ask me: "are you really love him?"
B: yes, of course I love him.
For love him, had exhausted all my strength.
Some say love is a kind of pleasure.
But in me, love is all, omnipotent, also do everything of all.