The happiness that I want

Time goes from the fingers seam runoff, every feet are in a race against time, want to put all should do all in their plan early realization, hard work, and strive to life! Experience from girl, wife, children fucking process, every experience to their left unforgettable memory. Happiness and pain like twins, was like peas and carrots, parallel forward! May the pain from time to tome together bear love, again painstakingly again tired can bear the weight of life, the pain hone his will and firm belief! The happiness with love their people hand in hand, for a very few short years, life from a loan class over to a well-off level, not step in bilateral efforts to enjoy the process, happiness is like his shadow have been follow me, spoil me. Life goals one through the efforts to achieve, joy and praise eyes watching us, I also have been intoxicated! You know behind efforts to contain the firm pays, separation, the child lack of father's love! Heart under after the separation alone, looking forward to one day the family can have a happy life together! But often backfire, walk, affection also light, walk, love heart also far, distance produced distance, my life without you care and love, your life appeared more new! All the time since I huaichuai the past beautiful, count the relevant and your memory, dribs and drabs, beautiful and sad, I am willing to such pain and happy life, more time choose to believe that, I believe we have more what a future waiting for us to create!

The body in the rivers and lakes, you very hard, at every step, are the results of efforts, in order to family pay more difficult, so I don't have too much desire you what, not too many expect what, without too much attention to what, such is life more walk more light! Their self-righteousness, the feeling is your leadership, but in your mind is what? Life family don't you worry too much, the child has not let you worry too much, just hope you a better work, have more progress! For you, I often give oneself pull for, to be a good wife, to do a good mother, to be a daughter-in-law, to do a good daughter, to do a good professional people. Diligently, all in diligently! Too much is doing! Love you more than love yourself, you is all of my life, my spiritual pillar! You put the monthly wages all to me, I am so proud! Because the reason, we are all very busy, the house decorate things are often! Sometimes really need you! Slowly just know, why don't you care about me, don't care about children, don't care about a new house. You care about is mobile phone calls, appearing in the eyes anxiety and upset, look for opportunities, looking for an excuse to go out, call you trouble you, not to call you, you feel that you, too, is very at ease, this is the so-called insipid? All the everything in my eyeground, in fact, as early as I have felt it, you change, after all, we live together, you behavior deep engraving in mine mind, I just don't want to speak out, I am afraid of a happy families in my suspicions of tear, I just beside as a wait-and-see, see the truth! Finally one day I like a head of sleeping lion wakes up, make threatening gestures waving, sometimes reached the crazy roar, I can't control their own emotions, the tears have become my day and night concomitant partner, you use silence to tell me nothing happened, just your spiritual from, say, just spirit, mental from, then people live is a spirit, a mood, others told me don't are false, I feel is false, you say I am in torment you, actually I torment you than you more pain, life is only experience the pain to more sober understanding yourself, originally I forgive is not you, is I, you are not all of my life, we are relatively independent individuals, I can't too much attachment you, I have my own, only their inner strong, can overcome the pain faith, life gives me frustration at the same time also to give me strong. Often make a person grow more often than not, time, experience! Through pain, to feel the peace of mind, looking for happiness simple happiness, only the soul no load reduced, the pace of life can be lightsome, once many times thought of give up, and don't feel bits of, the heart has been hurt again, feel and love between us. A shouldn't premature lost love, we still have love our parents and children, two people together for a long time, just like the left hand and right hand, and timely no longer love in that way before, I also choose together, give up many years business family and marriage, I can't do, I believe that life is good, we can't mean to enjoy beautiful, but also learn to be grateful life, have a had heart.

Think about it, think about it, I want happiness is not more income, not a house, car, are two each other together love, to work hard to process, a good mood, and the same feelings!