Like a willow tree as alive

You know willow, may not know like willow like.
I know. I am one of them.
Yesterday I went to yi, YangLiuYiYi. From the "book of songs" in know willow and human emotion, I already on the handan teachers college classroom. My life will from now on another up a line, and the relationship between the land will be temporary against a paragraph.
Then production team land just responsibility to my father's name, exultant father in order to express to the land of religious and climbed up the CunDong old willow cut an armful of coarse osier, hum a tune open them planted in their own field, and heroic and utterly said to me: in not a few years can grow up purlin beam, wait till you get a family houses when they use it.
It is time for 1980 years the autumn wind sweeps the fallen leaf, the autumn wind blowing me into the city, and willow silking not moving. From then on, I in the head, willow tree in the head.
More and more fashionable city let small-town willow become grey head gray face, like those of us living in the city of the villagers. The traditional poetry in the lyrics willow scenery can only in the memory country to find. At that time, the mighty willow dotted with desolate great plains, how air. Now that I think about it, not villagers prefer willow, but because the willow life simple easy to live, and as we these born in the 1960 s a peasant, whether natural disasters in the wind and rain, but also are continual are filled with earth, cheaply continued human fireworks, humble and tough alive.
We certainly don't GanXinRu willow tree as a lifetime let wind and rain, we also yearn for survival of the fertile soil. But the noble ideal journey than li bai go the shu are difficult. So in the university entrance exam on the wooden bridge in addition to LaoSanJie outside, the most crowded is appealing to our people.
We have no 50 s life in society and the relative pure and later recommended on the university of fluke, also does not have the seventy s that catch up with life diversification freedom of choice and college entrance examination enrollment expansion of loose. We are in cold season, in the early spring in the move from time to time and from the attack. Don't know fine leaf who cut out, February spring breeze like scissors. Knowing the spring breeze like a knife, we turn to knife plexus crowded.
Quantitative restrictions by the recruit students, at which time he can get through the university entrance exam of bridge only four. 3%, which means that 95. 7% of the people from this fall on the bridge. Some fall after simply never the ideal to the willow hobbled horse; Some join the army troops to take an examination of point, curve "salvation"; More is often hurt often war. My first year fell off from the science, the second year and from the liberal arts rushed past. And one of my classmate since 1979, even take an examination of six years, with two war of liberation of the time to put yourself from free on the bridge.
Then even if take an examination of the technical secondary school, and enough to let the good eye stare out, if can take an examination of big this college, not on the ancestral grave risk smoke, is on the willow "the fairy fruit. Which be like now, after July YunKaiRiChu everybody the red flag hung, dr. Master of road random check. So we love bridge horse, and hate to grind one's teeth. In our eyes, this bridge is the only way to peach garden "initial extremely narrow, just purpose, complex line dozens of step, be suddenly enlightened." Can this dozens of step but long have to let us hard, burned. And those agricultural registered permanent residence of classmate but leisurely and carefree ground idle court building, because they take an examination I failed are irrelevant, anyway, after graduating from high school, national arrange work. Therefore, my classmate ZhangQingYu angry and helplessly say to me: if I were agricultural registered permanent residence, don't charge the turtle sun stupidity!
Should say, we are appealing to drag the idealistic tail came the bumps along the way. And the BaiFeiDaiXing and vibrant s, each one of us both turn registered permanent residence for the work get rich quick, also have the ideal mind world, feel the future is not lu xun guo moruo, hua luogeng is trained Chen jingrun. Learning tired, and we will lie in the dormitory DaHang at roof purlin beam rafter, the in the mind silent design their future in the social support effect.
We use the book ferry himself, though, are good or ill luck, faces an uncertain future, also often fantasy reach the shore after "month LiuShao head on, after about dusk" romantic.
The college study life muddleheaded sped by. At graduation, a few homes in the city students to stay in the city, like those of us from rural remove a diploma and non-agricultural residence and distribution in rural middle school work.
Its tears, "I wish you growing", separate excited and encouragement I glumly to city, be unwilling and helplessly back to the rural middle school.
Father planted after the willow tree is never to do it, just like the same for me and I meet to the world he is the shopkeeper stopped. And is not our father and son weak feelings - he can't read, can't in my reading guidance my study; He has no power, no way paved for my bright future. For I consider only some very specific very real problems, such as marriage.
Change their own destiny, will change your character, we like a willow tree just as hard to adapt to the arrangement of the heaven. Being bossed around by day by day the little buried once the great ambition, and to the friendship of the treasure is increasing day by day. Like knows like or misery loves company. Let it be, after all, we in the same situation in the struggle. So, when I see from gate sentry register "ZhangQingYu" three words, my heart is a fever. The gate wandering already a long time of dirty villagers just let the sense of responsibility strong gate sentry give away, only I am familiar with the three words wretchedness ba ba di4 on paper, has lost the past career opportunities of YingQi. Don't know is he disease in the subconscious to me this is miss students, was clear from the country in his home to find my anguish pours out?
More than ten days later, came the news of ZhangQingYu in hometown.
Back home, I look at the village that tree askew willow, can't imagine two strands of fine rope twisted in the neck pain. But I believe, celebration of rain to the willow tree must be awake, he must have thought about their living mission and was unable to change the fate of sorrow, his pride that he did not want to become trapped relatives. Then, in fruitful autumn, willow harvest ZhangQingYu. I lost a once intimate good brothers.
Hit the gander. The country by many before the willow often is centerless and day intentional literary work. The son LingFan by osier paste made of buried the dead when located LingFan buried in a head, and osier germination to take root, and gradually into the trees. On the field ruler-straight concrete tunnel yehliu is often a life of comment. And ZhangQingYu grave bare nothing at all, he has no offspring, no artificial he hit send trail of soul, nature also have no life god comment. But it is just a kind of external symbol, because ZhangQingYu itself is a kind of willow enjoyable commented.
Then I thought, willow withdraw into their countryside, and cannot explain city indifference, the real reason is willow unlucky popularization and survival soil man-made desertification it. As we set the struggle of the villagers in the city, is the typical environment of typical character. Weal and woe contingency, fortunately we have this survival countryside stand behind. But back to their hometown, when father planted in the field the row of willow is in the autumn wind strange shook his head, obviously, it took me as a city person.