God to give
me two ears at the same time, and gave me a susceptibility to heart.
Although I am not color blindness, but visual aesthetic often let me
tired, so more time, such as night, I prefer to make a cup of green
tea, do not rush to drink the light green tea and tea leaves, close
your eyes and smell the sweet time, then use the ear to listen to, with
the mind perception.
Like let those trivial sound, the time with
my heart. The steps, shouts, near insect history, distant horn... Or
else what sound, from far and near, then farness, seems to everything
around him, sings the voice and becomes vivid. You may use your own
thoughts and feelings, arbitrary
they constitute a movement, or luxuriant or static element, or is so
casual, like a wind, like the dark give a bright, gently sway me silent
eyes.
I remember when I was in hospital a morning, because all
night suffer from insomnia, until the morning of the body becomes like
a dead fish, then I heard a loud ringing twitter. I don't know what is
that bird, but I'm sure it is what in singing, and singing filled with
longing. That moment, my heart was filled with touched. For a long
time, I've never heard of such a singing, for a long time, I do not so
idle lying
in bed listening to, a, then a few birds in to my window to sing. That
is a very wonderful things. As if to hide years of joy and thoughts,
that is a bird completely involved to come out, I think, that was a
really listening. All external things, time, missing, originally can
use voice such a way in my heart long stay. At that moment, I smile and
satisfaction, sense out of the goodness of life.
Even in such a
common winter morning, sings birds' singing, I feel that there are some
unusual move, because I feel the clear spring, spring's voice, the
spring is in the air, like water ice over. As if waiting for a long
time, and as there is no preparation. It just came. It's coming to my
eyes some casual damp. I'm sure I thought about some long-unseen people
or things. These with spring what association? However, they are openly
expressed by appear on the spring the warm Yang, appeared in the
diffuseness of shower in spring. I walk in the past, walk into that a
piece of warming Yang, then walk into the slice of the misty rain. Go
straight in the past, it could be my heart long-lost touched. I picked
up the warm sun thin shadow, I lifted the sky scattered beads of rain, as if is turn up my all men are mortal.
I
used to hard distress, always in a hurry to leave, hear much is own
gasps. Now idle down, sit still, listening time dexterity steps
stridden my side of tick. The day belong to everybody, belongs to the
eyes, the night belongs to me a person, belong to the ear. In the
deepest night, I can find my deepest self. A person's time, lonely,
miss, and even boring, seems to have become plump, expansion, they
infinitely holds my space, from a house began to spread, then the whole
night. Don't go to look, I know the window there is a strain clove
trees, I'm sure I heard the branches and leaves and flowers to stretch
of voice, they soon enrich my emptiness. I think, it must be the voice of life, there is no doubt that wonderful and glare.
Sometimes
in a person alone put some music. There's nothing like music that
touches my soul, also have no what can like music that made me forget
many and many memory. Away from the small and close to the sublime,
away from loneliness and accept warmth, in music, most of the time, I
am looking for himself, looking for the outside body called spiritual
things. When I was in the music with Beethoven, Bach, st mulberry to
such a great master meet, I will find that once life for rent, sad,
painful, and longing for the comfort, longing for the perfect, longing
for the have, longing for the complete, longing for the get their
beloved. Music solemnly pervaded the room, extension into the body, and
then a slice of chaos and confusion, there seems to be a kind of
intangible things, aery if if not have, have, but really came a cold
and cheerless, and is gradually intense, so, my body and mind harmony of heaven and earth.
I
for a long time not to express such feeling, write this word the. I
think I seem to have find the exact statement to describe my heart. In
the past is very long very long days, I ChenChenFuFu, heart exhaustion.
Some people, some things, I do not want to write, because I had lost
the spring. Perhaps the morning because I listen to the birds' singing,
so the spring back, or I'm just in such listening, try to use spirit
and this spring for a talk. I will try to imagine every corner of the
spring, those flowers, birds, and very gentleness is very gentle wind,
like a string of beautiful flowers, and like a whisper, stir my
thoughts. At that moment my heart such as water, do not need what kind
of deep, do not need to how fast, the heart is so clear and
affectionate.
Spring is coming, spring walked. In fact, I am not
willing to my heart just long stationed a spring. I would like to my
heart also have four seasons change, maybe that is more close to my heart is true.
Busy
or summer, or flowers bloom thanks, the four seasons reincarnation, ups
and downs place, they are written with the trace of the life. I am
willing to bit by bit to listen to them, just like listening to my life.
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