Since the home temptations "on, I to the characters have been much of the circumstance, not for the play in her behavior and feel hate, also not in mercy her love, but to her character and bumpy!
Today again took out the letter, dated already a long time of letter, fifteen years ago the harrowing memories, again emerge in front of me. Fifteen years of persistent, fifteen years memories and 15 years of the road of life, the pace walked so steady, beautiful. I use the youth and energy burning for fifteen years, is this suffering casting perseverance, this is the success of the persistent change.
April 17, today is a special day, is my parents' death. Seemed to remember that it is a sunny day, the morning of the grass is stained with small dew point, it is slowly rising, in the tall litchi tree I'm talking to other children in the play, suggestive, the wind gently blows, and leaves are flying in the sky, it is a world of vibrant spring! But it is on this auspicious days, news that as hail hit fell upon me. From now on, I will never remember this day!
That day he cloud uncle tugged at my small hand to funeral home heavy steps when I vaguely remember when I last saw my parents that full blood dyed the remains of that moment I really be silly, all things are still! My heart be very painful very pain, tears like raining cats and dogs, like fall on the ground, can let me how tore heart crack lung to cry, god never for I drop a tear. My parents never be my cry have moved, still as enron lie on the bed. My heart in to tell myself, "this can't be true! It can't be true! It is a dream! Tomorrow wake up all right!" . And at night, I early have long lying in bed asleep, the naive I think tomorrow will wake up all right! But the next morning, I long long up, but the body of the parents still lie in that piece of cold bed! At this time, my heart really dead, I completely awake!
It is also that day, I suddenly grow up! From that day on, I with god on its it! My world is filled with hatred. I by a very lively girl became a gentle and quiet girl silent, by a kind of innocent children into a real smart smart boy, by a lazy fun of bad students into the study hard bitterness practice top... .
I accept the reality in that moment, I hate oh, my god, I hate it love most of the parents take, let every day I see people face life; I hate the parents, I hate parents brought to the world suddenly put me down, let me become the love child no; I hate that the driver fled, and because of his driving, let me young parents passed away early; I hate the doctor, hate them didn't put my parents cure; I hate spring, is she let I have such a painful memories. Everything in the world, everything I have very hate even abominations.
How I want to god I've taken away! Once several times, I stood in the fourth floor of the tiantai, FuLan neon, how I want to jump off from earth on the fate of the grief I end disappear. But I have no such courage, because I am afraid of pain, I afraid really jumped down that moment I suddenly regret, I fear I also like parents die so embarrassed. Finally, I have no courage to jump off the, I drag out an ignoble existence in this world, is to challenge it, against the unfair fate, prove to god see my strong! And the final purpose is I want to find out the fleeing driver, in not to his suo life before he try more dead than alive feeling! I am a very stubborn person, no success in before, I am never bow to god! So, I thought of the study, only through knowledge can change your destiny, so I work hard hard!
In the sixth grade graduation exam, I to the fifth to a key middle school. In the junior middle school that three years, I with the scholarship and summer when winter vacation work to earn money up the tuition fees. Although that time he is a cloud uncle's rich family, but he didn't help me pay the tuition and fees for once! "Who call I was a nobody love child, who call me now is the sponsor?" My heart secretly wry smile.
I am a hard man, junior high school to make yourself more fully with the time in the study, I have the heart to leave their long horsetail made himself a cut to a false boy; I divide the class on all the plants quit content to be a PingPingFanFan students; I put all the other people all enjoy family happiness in the time in the study. Such insist I firmly for six years never change.
Mid-term exam, I to the seventh into the province of a famous key high school, with his scholarship and three years of tuition fees closed,
Chicago Cubs Throwbackwhen my goal is to tsinghua university, in order to tsinghua university I put the summer and winter vacation is, in the study. Three years of work wholeheartedly, three years of study hard bitterness practice, three years the backlog of blood! Finally in June the wars in the college entrance examination in fine! Finally I wish to admit to the dream of tsinghua university.
When I got the university admission notice of that a moment, tears streamed at last! In eight years, the eight years there is nothing that can make me happy, also do not have a thing can make me cry. That day, I had my admission to the university in parents grave and knees is happy to declare to them the information like that. At the same time, I have to god proved my ability. Is my god prove himself to the first step, I do a success! Next I will use my life energy to run my business, and I want to use my intelligence can rise in business name made, put the business thriving, and change our own destiny! After a successful career I'll do my best to find those responsible, to his life!
FangHua late years, annual precipitation our past! This thought I was a no man love the children, but didn't think I met him again got love! Perhaps is fate, he and I meet from that day on, he and I meant to love each other mutually cherish to life!
Until the threshold into tsinghua university step begins, parents die before the enter order extremely thoroughly from my dreams disappeared! In tsinghua university, I still is the effort of that. In order to let oneself have strong body can better study and work, so every five point three very get up on time to the playground running in an hour; To make yourself more substantial business experience and capital, I in university period choose to do a part-time job; To make yourself to learn more knowledge of business and legal knowledge and the market sales knowledge, I evening at seven o 'clock in the library will spend time three hours; In order to fully develop oneself in university to various aspects ability and stimulate your potential and class on the class cadre or the activities of the usual campaign or competition I will be active participation; The usual holiday, for the job, I put all the classmate party are pushed away...
