Eyeful shiny green wheat, the white clouds in the blue sky there is the leisure, the leaves on the breeze dance, the cow carefree eating grass, distant seems to float to the flute that I run in the grass, in the wild flowers, with head into wreath, not of the singing the folk songs, butterfly free flying, the beauty, charm, suddenly eyes's plenty of sunflower are numerous other delectable, grandma appeared in the flower sea, kind shout: "sa, have a meal!" "Ah!"I promise of cheerful, fly the general run to grandma bosom, and the charming.
This dream in my mind on repeat, already can't remember how much time, it seems really dream, let I've drunk, I really don't want to wake up, because in reality has no grandma kind call and spoil her smiling face. If dreams represent a reality of desire, that I really miss grandmother in when, I when treasure the same painful, including in the mouth of fear, on palm fear fell, really is every generation pro, grandma parents didn't give my love all gave me, six years of elbow, six years of meticulously, six years of teaching follow on, how can I forget?
Granny lives is siheyun, before the court is to belong to my grandma's, the * a _ year * generation, because small endowment bites the dust, the house is divided, only keep a room facing the house, my grandma, grandpa, life here. When I was born, day has not strain, grandma and some small change to buy me snacks, a dime a of the fragrant cake (is now the wafer), a dime of liquorice apricot, always in the way to kindergarten, he was buried in for a, and in the other kids in the eyes and envy alone eating, then feel my grandma is really good.
Back home, always have good meal with me, analyses the eggs, a knot in one's heart soup, and our yard kind of little rape, beans, and so on, these are by now pick fresh vegetables is the real green food. The afternoon sun always lazy, I was so sleepy time, standing in the middle of the courtyard, hands behind, and learn to Confucius of tang song ci-poems heads nodding carrying. In fact at that time as a child, had no concept of tang poetry, just learn to ordered carry, be like, but I don't know why, for li bai's the poem "will into wine" is the most serious back: have you noticed, sideses water heaven, no running back into the sea. Have you noticed, GaoTang mirror sad white hair, such as QingSi toward sunset into the snow, is so far the only write down verse.
In grandma's total have Muslim to me to grandpa write a league of what, because the homes near from mosques, every morning, the bell of the week will be morning wake up, is very curious about how they do week, in piteously entreat grandma later, just in Friday's ceremony was brought to the beauty of time outside the mosque far left on a few eye, this Friday's collective week called "ZhuMa", or "gather". The kneeling worship the crowd, is getting up, is to Allah's original made and brought up thanks to you. Young hearts to be shocked, I almost ran home, don't know why, even now also don't remember why would that, just not to read again after Muslim church.
When idle, and I will take a bench sitting on the patio, see the roof open, YanYanDe, the rays * *. Grandma said, the flower is evil, can let a person addictive, is harm. But in my eyes, the flowers for my only rich, so the public's open, petals are so full, I like to it in the method, silent concern, and admired, until losing flowers, from its fruit from white juice, I just pain. Is she let me know the fine thing, are not like surface so beautiful, roses have thorns * * toxic, as now grew up love, let a person enchanted, also let a person heartache.
My grandma with day is always in the sun passes quickly. It will be the elementary school, leaving the slice of raw I keep my land, I cried make but useless, in just before leaving the spring, grandma with me on a tree sunflower seeds, such as the Mid-Autumn festival said ate melon seeds think of me, I cried. Grandma in a tearful eyes car in further away from it, I came to this strange place to start a new life, and I'm looking forward to the quickly, take an examination of a good result home to see grandma, but I look forward to is the news of the grandma.
Know the news I really can't believe, not letter grandma so leave me, but the telegraph in black and white is indisputable fact. Because of the delay time cable, my father and I, dusty back to hometown, already is after three days, I didn't see grandma last side, they buried in a hurry, I want to hold is in vain, she looked at a handful of holding the loess will grandma buried, is not a grey, entrusts I memorial, the sky casual from under the drizzle. Grandma, I have many words to say to you, but in all the words in my mouth was ShaZhu, only covered her tears to my eyes.
The courtyard of the tree sunflower, in the second year of the grandma is dead, may be with grandma to the right, leaves the wind dispersed the, the heart is also to spread. Now I have to grow up, each to the Mid-Autumn festival saw sunflower think of grandma, she was in the heaven will laugh and see stars throughout the night I will want to which an is grandma, and that in my mind haunted dreams, and that the dream of sunflowers and grandmother of smiling face.
