See the love story of the many articles ~ ~ but was very moved by some people say don't need ~ but when you really love, say put down it is so simple? If it is so easy to forget, so believe you in this love also won't have burden!
I know that my love is not the could be saved, when from her mouth to say: "we no longer may, I already have my favorite person, is very happy now, I don't want to his jealous, we don't contact! You don't appear in my life, beg you!" At that moment my heart was dead, and so is unquestionably, so had nothing to hide say it out, so simply!
I don't know why people will become so fast, only is a turn around, I feel as if I'm gone before the girl! Maybe I hurt you so deeply, so you decide to head back toward the go! This kind of person is not worth to cherish, is not worth the miss!
Although I know you went, but I still want to write the following content, only hope you don't hurt, if one day is injured, tired, then come back, I still in place for you! No matter which one day, even if it is the end of the world, and sometimes even overwhelming.
And you separate that day, I didn't go back to, because I can't go back, there are our too many memories, I saw the think of our once upon a time, I fear I will control his, I'm afraid I tears will fall off! I ran out to drink, I wanted to get drunk, that may be asleep, so that you won't miss you, but I have to drink not drunk, instead of the more I awake, the brain is all I and your picture, all those who will never die picture!
That last one night I was drunk, and perhaps others all don't know, I go back to also from KTV, I suddenly found himself unable to suppress the thoughts of heart, that night I bought a lot of wine, I think I must have drunk, only they can better point! That night, I drank my PingShen most wine, I also don't know that I drink how much cup, only know side is empty bottle, and finally I took my tired body fall! After don't know how long I found you wake up, originally I was hurt the wake, bottle is broken, fragments of cut me body, the flow of blood! I have no tube it, I continued to drink last bottle of, only to that a bottle of after drinking, I found in the heart or you, suddenly I found that his heart good sick, very sick, I use a hand over your mouth, but I found myself down and not spit wine, also not rice, for many days without eating meals! It is blood, and before only seen love story will have so of the piece, didn't think will happen in yourself, didn't think I was the spitting is blood, unexpectedly will love to vomiting blood! I took my tired body, ran a small clinic, the doctor saw the seems very surprised. Remember like ask me what is the row, I didn't say that! He gave me a clean my wound, match a medicine even good! At that time I already went up again, the doctor gave me find the bed to lie down, and when I woke up the next day is already, then wound really hurts so much! The doctor come and say, "how did you get into this, I still didn't answer, but just smile him a smile, gave him medical expenses, so go!
I went back to the house, the home and you left over things, but people have not at! See the previous together we used all, my heart began to pain, I know I can't stay in here, I couldn't control my oneself! I was just in a hurry for a set of clothes, wash yourself, when I according to mirror, I realized that the now so pale! I give myself cleaning good later, changed a long-sleeved clothes, because can cover the wound! I know I can't stop, then I the whole brain are you, I need to find yourself a to do, kept it, that might let my missing for you good!
That day, I did not let their outside stay down, has been on the job, but still sometimes think of you, think of us together accompany you looking for work, I control themselves don't want to, I write it down many company recruitment information, and then he was gone! I'm on the road a a dozen, some failure, but some also sent out an interview tomorrow, I will go to the interview, the hope can change to reduce the thoughts of you!
The day I can let oneself kept busy, good reduce some miss, but the night was so lonely, can hear their static heart and breathing! Before looking at you sent me information and now information, my heart began to pain! The more severe pain, do not know to be god of the needy, when cell phone since black frequency, how are not dozen don't open! I took it to repair cell phone look, he said the screen is broken, want to change! Don't really know why this is......
That night I also do not go back to sleep, I just hide in a corner, where no one, I stayed a lot of tears, is perhaps flow comfortable, finally dried tears, I walk into a small hotel stay, and we used to live not those, I changed, because I'm afraid to think of our there or before, my heart and kept the pain! Go to later, I didn't do any thing, just cleaning once, then I lie down, I ate some can promote sleep medicine, and finally in tears, I sleep went down! But did not think of midnight and I woke up, because I dreamt that our ago, tears again keep down, that I haven't slept after, that's more than three o 'clock at night, so quiet, I looked at the ceiling want to some...
That is, girl! Remember you always refused to go to winter, because be afraid of, cold, and every time that I first go to bed every day to you over the quilt, have no a way, have to darling obedient, go up! Quilt etc hot, you just come up, hold me peace of mind, fell asleep! Look at you of the sleep is very sweet, I am also very secure, accompany you sleep went down! If one day, you cold no one gave you hot quilt, then come back! I still do the same as before, give you cover!
That is, girl! Remember you sometimes at night fast when you go to bed, like eating, that I give you to buy, then I have to go to bed! Although sometimes, I know that you are in the test I! Sometimes is really want to eat, I didn't say, want to eat what, I buy! Although at that time very late, some places closed, but far from a little place or not relevant, buy back later to see you eat very happy, I am also very satisfied! Ha ha, if one day, you go to bed after the wanted to eat, no one gave you to buy! Then come back, I still will give you to buy, no matter how far and how cold!
That is, girl! Remember before you say why you will do it some dishes, many are these! But I also not how to do, but I'm learning, I learned many dishes, have you like meat foam eggplant, tomatoes scrambled eggs...... If one day, you want to eat! Then come back, I have to give you do, guarantee of progress!
