Never like this in a relationship. Two years, living has been so natural and unrestrained. Some faint wretched memory, but didn't leave any stands up to the most rigorous test the wounds. I this dragonfly experienced many times of water, so, never be emotional fetters.
But, when you meet with, it seems that moment I decided, put all the sad burial, tears, unrest, with peace smile all delivered with you. I've never felt like this before. With many years of lonely backlog because you seem to a text message, or a phone, they all disappeared. Maybe when I face you, I'll say, that's I'm asking you to talk... Do you feel? ......
Not just contacts, we know for 10 years. Once the us, is sit at the same table, is a good friend to play with. Who also don't know 10 years later we will become lovers. Junior high school tacit understanding, that is the most ignorant of the emotion, seems to have agreed at that time, the future to high school! ...... Onset of puberty of high school, we are still a blur as ordinary friends that contact, not beyond the words of the students, just a heart as if more different from friends of affection silk. Who also not the issue, who also did not leave his promise...... Maybe it is because the "what have never leave," we missed three, missed the first, as a freshman, missed the sophomore, we missed three years......
Really is the god's will make people...... Three years later, in June of 2011, we meet again. I have as much as you by surprise, even more than just surprised, still have a kind of I also say a feeling. I can only habitually use an ellipsis to express their feelings...... We still didn't say anything, maybe three years ago the continuation of tacit understanding, we became friends men and women, the tacit understanding finally results...... We seem to remember the "engagement" of the high school, remember when high school "nothing left" promise......
You are so deep, you the silent, you are calm, sometimes calm of let I think you also "calm" I...... But you are in good deep feeling...... You will be in the pedestrian street of the people in the suddenly stopped to tidy up my clear sea; You can be in the crowd the central tapped the stinky tofu into my mouth; Will you put forward in others to shoot 100 couples according to the request of not hesitate to hug me to give others pictures...... These I remember, because no one so did to me... I am moved, I touched of such by you take, past the 2011 years of Chinese-I first valentine's day! For the first time, I feel a little are not lonely. I'm really happy to the extreme...... Because have you......
From now on, I will no longer natural and unrestrained, no longer said he was not feeling the fetters. Because more than a kind of worry, very heavy good heavy about...... You have become a part of my life, I'm beginning to suffer with loss, began to sensitive and starting to do a series of going to the future, and even some fantasy. You say, live for today will do. You said, do not think so much. You said, the future has too much not qualitative. You say that you don't know what will be in the future, you say that you are not sure what would you later. Your "not sure" really shaken my "firm", I finally know that my "firm" is so not sure, just be you a few words broke the......
We are different. We opportunity is not much. You still like silence. You rarely with my heart, is all I said I, your silent listen, then give me advice, give me the analysis that the analysis. Every time the phone is near end, I want to say one "actually very miss you", but I'm afraid you said I don't reserved, sometimes I would like to tell you what the word "love", but good heavy, words to his mouth and swallowed it, I was afraid to say out you think I too casual. Sometimes I want to ask what did you do today, want to ask you at school what happened, want to ask you at school have many friends, but I'm afraid to ask what you said I windbag, I'm afraid to ask what you think I am in "censored". I know you don't like to be tube, don't like to be asked east asked west...... If I what all don't ask, you wouldn't think that I this girlfriend does not care about you? ...... I just want to know you every day what had happened, because now I can only through the "q" to understand your everything... I don't know that I'm in addition to "q", what else can I do...... Sometimes I hate yourself with you from far, and hate his not often appears on your side......
Never so afraid to lose. This miss three years, don't know your in the mind how many corner accumulation. Do not know you mind why so heavy, don't know how you to I also hidden so deep. I very failure, really is failing, I seem to be close your into firm, I'm guessing your heart. You of light sad painful to me, you hide up lonely let me suffocated, I don't know how to do it, I don't know how to fill your heart all the corner. I don't like to look back, also don't like to look back on, and some things, always I think I forget. How about you? Are you? To miss three years of post, you will also stop? When our steps and start walking and together, and I will be your heart belong?
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