This time, we have separate, in my missing for you, it seems, three months see you, really good long long...
We met in network, a virtual game world, I remember just know you, although have just met to now but half a year, but the days when we were together vivid. That time hello love snivelling, you graduate, in order to work things don't know what to do, a girl really needs many assume alone the courage, so often made to glum, then I help you an idea, analyzes the social or something, and then to you in a little bit of concern to you will cry, I said you graduated, to be strong one, don't always snivel, if this to you in a little bit of concern you cry that I later all dare not to care about your luo, you said this is video effects, and cried, I was all let you say, well, video effect ~.
Meet, you still is such, to you in a little bit of concern like crying, I smiled prick, now or video effect is not, then you bury my head in my bad, the cry of the more ominous. You know, every time you cry I will feel no skill, now I can't give you anything, because I was reading, lovely are selfish, I don't know whether you will after an age, so has been are so "selfish" in love with you.
Before I knew you, I'm the kind of "the government type" university life, elective course will escape, required courses selected fled, to a weekend run out all night on the Internet with a roommate, then I do not know love, because I have no love, don't know what call heartache, what is the real happy and keep those who feel that the great people very silly, for dead affection is stupid, but now was then seemed to be in said ourselves, as if I had been living in a very sad the world.
Don't know where one day started, all this has changed, and I no longer indulged online, less idle away our time, take more time on study, because I know, don't work hard, we didn't have a chance, I want happiness from now on can let it sprouts.
The first time meet of that day of, I'm so nervous. I've been in to see you what to say and what to do, this is my first love, I haven't any experience, although often looking at nearby that pair of lovers holding hands, can really happen to him, it seems a little confused, but want to more himself is man, in your heart in of image is can give you protection, if in your in front performance anxiety, might make you feel like I can't trust life, because the man should have his own ideas, so I'm trying not to strain of psychological came to the station......
"Baby, what are you wearing colors of clothes ah, said I'll find you out good ah." "Ha ha, I would not tell you, see you find not find me." "The forehead, didn't you tell me if I just see a and do you like, the leader of how to do?" "Hum, you dare, which have their own girlfriend can't find, and I will tell you, I was wearing a pink T-shirt, and then look at your husband's." "Well, how long to?" "I don't know well, seems to have had it, into wuhan should be there soon." "Well, that I sit here until your luo." "Well, I came to say with you."
That day, I was a man waiting for her at the station for a few hours, very early to the other, want to there contradicting contradicting mood, that kind of happy with a nervous...... In the heart of a little nervous when a little bit better, "husband, I to cough up." "Oh?""Oh what ah, my coming, get off luo, where are you?" To you, where are you? And I head out around the room, looking for the xian pink, ~ "husband, I see a trivial mutombo cough up." See this message, my heart plop plop jump ah, because you usually like to say my uncle is trivial, I think you see me, so and see a near again, also didn't see wear pink clothes girl ah, so you really see a older mutombo, just you used to call me the same added a "trivial".
For a few minutes, I couldn't find, so I ask where you are, you get off at the position of I, I dark call myself stupid, also don't know which come of courage, toward your location and ran off in the past, "is she, the other and I dream girl. Soul lead" I exciting step by step as you walk in the past, at that time forgot nervous, only to see your joy. Go to your side, we four eyes to look, so to see each other for a moment, you put the luggage and gave it to me, I took over, then hold your hand cross the road together, and together they rode back, I take you visited my school, until the evening tired, we lie down together on the lawn, that day, I kiss you, that was the first and only seen others before the kiss, happen in yourself, just feel good good, good unforgettable, although the first kiss so crude......
Meet the separate, you and snivel, you say is reluctant to leave me, I actually have a lot of heart is shed, but can't, we both of space, doomed to gather from less, so only brimming with inner shed said it was only temporary, later opportunity to meet many also, I'm not with you when you it well, be strong, want to be happy, don't let I to worry about. So at that time only difficulty make you stop crying is, send you the middle of the pit stop with you really want to go with you, but I know it is not an impulse for later now must endure.
Until you told me you get on the after, I know, we then depart, at that time feel empty, people came to the station I feel, I told myself, must be strong, like comfort you that consolation, later time is very long, opportunity also many, separate the heart when to learn, to give you happiness ~
A lot of people do not value the net love, my in the mind have been trying to prove to them that even online relationships, and there will be a beautiful result, but want to be thought, reality to reality, our love is like most, arose among some problems, I know these small problems affected less than us, but I always don't know is, after you get the separate is still says social let us have changed, is that you are very dependent on nostalgia before my time, although the then you love snivelling, can you happy is laughing so innocent.
After return, you at home for companies to learn, at 8 o 'clock every morning to get up, then I it's summer vacation, I be afraid you up after boring, so every morning you up more than the earlier, and then call you get up, then the good Q wait you online, fortunately you of work can have personal chat, home after work every time I want you to give me clockwork izvestia peace, because that way I can feel at ease with their own, or ease of sleep for a while, and then up to call you get up, then the evening this day thoughts of you writing in a journal, so every day, though very tired, but every day in addition to chat with you I will find something else to do.
Can now chat of time seems to have changed, and what do you rely on to me before no, those you smile, also seems to be very few see, although I think many ways to let you go to laugh, but nothing like, I don't know that we lost some what separated, but sometimes feel I will fear you, not like I just know that you and a lot of times, I care about your word if words wrong or some other will mean when you can use that kind of like laughing at tone with talking with me, let me move heart be very painful, but every time such as before and after you will be moved, like I comfort you said some comfort my words, and then again in a few days appear such circumstance, heartache and after the comfort.
The body tired heart also tired, sometimes want to give up, can I continue until now, perhaps you think we are separated after age and the distance of the problem, it is difficult to have a future, so don't want to seem to be so naive as before. I often think, is this cruel social let you changed? Or it is my sister, be afraid of a personal life, so stay out until now. I don't know why I was so in love with you after the fear of separate, may be separate feel after could not return to that way before, so afraid of it.
Remember to come to the National Day of a day morning, you suddenly say with me I'm thinking of our National Day to don't meet, I know, and you want to many, I am to ask why you are well last night, that again today? You said I was afraid of our National Day meet and will be reluctant to separate, I know we have no later, and see that after the pain and have to be apart, still be inferior to see. Had listened to like blockbuster bang general, I the whole people numb, I think, is today is really to break up? I suppress grief ask you, I said are you don't want to see me, think of me, then you cry, you say no, I never think you vexed, just think of later, you work hard to can't come to my work here, because there is no suitable for you here to work, we all this for later think about it, then I can still do you online wife, you can be in the side looking for a good girlfriend, so she can always take care of you, I am not a qualified girlfriend, I've been how didn't care about you, lane of you have been so tired but nothing, I want to also you free......
Had listened to my cry, I ask you that I later can also like so concerned about you? You say as long as you like, any suitable for all we can still do friends, later all to have time to come out to play together. I said that time I can still held you yao, also can kiss you? If that time I work stable and you unhappy, I think I'll do any third party, when you cry the more severe, you ask me why so silly, I said this is I say to you, even if one day we really separate, I still love you, unless I see you are very happy, then I can leave you at the world. You say wait until then if you work stable you come to meet me. That is we're together the best way, you say that the couple are not lovers, I said I could be your backup husband, if you in the side to find a good to you, I saw you happiness, that I can leave, you say that I won't be backup husband.