So love you why

 Often ask yourself, then why do you love?
Again and again, but always can not find the answer.
Only know, without you, all becomes meaningless,
Not in the mood to go to work, after work looking at all didn't want to move,
Even the beloved music also listen to let people born irritable.
You are good to me?
I feel good, but with a slightly better than others,
You to my that good, not worth mentioning.
Maybe I silently pays, but not too much to you always requirements,
Let you know it forgot
I also need you to care about, need your thoughtfulness, and need your love.
Let you forget, love is two people pay to each other.
Your indifference is like a knife, light and easy to take can take my heart pain.
Again and again the destroyed a cracked heart,
Let this is not fat I, and tortured more angular.
Do not know you see once and now I look like,
You that a cold hearts of whether a trace of heartache and guilt.
Or so I really never moved the less than your heart?
Always think of you in the heart, involuntary give you send messages,
But whenever information out I regret it one,
No matter how long each time I compile information, and you back to my is always a word, two words.
You always love to go back to, or silent.
Let a waiting for heart,
From the heart center for, from the cool to the scalp, from next cool to the soles of the feet.
How I wish in one day, don't light of meaning on phones that you see the name,
Even if it's just once, let me know you will occasionally the think of me,
But the fact that you really have had I forget.
Really want to leave this sad place.
But deep inside and a trace of resist, I know, that's because you're still here.
I know if I have no reason to go to see you, but I still hope to are near some;
Many want to find someone to instead of you, but in my eyes, my in the mind all contain anyone,
I know, it's because you have there.
Many hope to be able to forget you, but you always stubborn occupy my heart the most important position.
So the only but let the tears continue to flow, the heart continue to pain.
Every day without you, my the sky is always the rain,
Whenever night people are still, loneliness always bedfellows,
The pain of missing the impact of my body each nerve.
You never had a broken heart, so you won't understand my sorrow,
You didn't like me to pay, so you won't feel love a person's bitter.
You didn't like me so deep love a person,
So you won't understand that want to love not love, want to forget not forget pain.
I imagine you forget me forget you
But when you from deep memory again erase,
Again and again from the thoughts of you couldn't help,
I know, I always live in the memory,
I know, I always miss the past,
I know, forget you must forget yourself.
--I know, but I can not do it.
Everyone said I not worth,
Not worth that love you, is not worth to you that heartache.
I know, even I myself have been very clear that it's not worth it.
Everyone advised me to give up,
And I really, really do want to give up that I was deeply, chi love you.
Lovely, have wounded, the pain, and cried, and hate,
So what, really loved, it should be hard to give up.
In the feelings of the game,
Maybe I really just sing in stand-up,
And you just a spectator.
You all run, and ready to walk away,
And I had into it, cannot extricate oneself.
So love you why? I don't know.
Perhaps, real love a person do not have any reason,
But because unfortunate fall in love with.
I love you, and this is my fate.
-whether it is bitter sorrow, meant to be I have the under the radar.