Love the sudden

 Night to get this issue of a circle in the eagle 3 ", hurriedly give leaves call because it has her two poems, but she has already shut down, but again I want her to be night to get the magazine, the reason I don't know. Her dorm at that time, I would have forgotten, I only remember about is the position of the third floor of the western girls floor. Then cried out her name, shout a few times no one should, I think nobody will in almost 11 still with the Windows open, the who. I am going to leave, but found a window and head out, once I see really are the leaves. I waved to her magazine, said a thing for her, she said she had slept, I say no matter how to get down. Downstairs in wait a few minutes, she was wearing pajamas offers his slippers ran down, I sent the magazine to her. I see her in the wind the trembling with cold, simple talk we will go back to their respective.......
After return, I'm writing my novel, suddenly received a message. It is from the leaf: I read your letter for my article, you make up many ah, but we are really have a sudden understanding, I also like to communicate with you, though I don't how be good at writing, but I like free and understanding from the text. You write the leaf like angels, full of reiki, that people will exist? I've always wanted to be a leaf, free and easy and natural to put out, but I still can't get away from world of troubles. Such a long text messages, let me feel mysterious, I look at the time have until the wee hours of the morning.
She said the article is the article "the boundless fall a wood, under" and is according to our train ride home together in the experience of the novel, it's subtitle is "for a very like leaves girl". Finish after it I ignored, I don't like my that story, and now she is so seriously. I return to message: I will sleep, and you sleep, angel, see a dream. That article is novel, but one of the leaves have your charm. She'll be right back to the message: the good, the angels and spoke to you, say a dream, the dream see! I shrugged his shoulders, closing the mobile phone, continue to writing, I found I had a problem: how to arrange the position of the heroine of the novel. I really can't solve, then go to bed.
In a dream, I dreamed that a white shadow has been with me to the Pacific, we play in the water, but suddenly the waves came, I opened my arms, incredibly blocking the behind of the waves roll, I let her to escape, but she fled together with me, suddenly, I let go of the waves, and took up her will run, we finally out of danger, the faint and girls are the leaves. In the morning, I feel very strange, incredibly really dreamed that leaves. Before, when I dreamt of a girl, must be will always separate, as if the last gasps life general, but this time it was completely different. As soon as I write poetry, I want to express feelings have not say, opens with the computer down that dream. I found this to be a natural prose poetry, is "together we come back from the Pacific", I suddenly found to writing the disembodied woman's methods, writing her that verve, I really was beside himself.
I feel like I'm in the plot of the novel that women do this modification, but the story behind I still want to write some, but no matter how to write not bottom go to, then for days are not written. This period we through several phone calls, feel her voice become very gentleness, at the same time I also have a gratuitous of tension. I'm in last winter know her, although she looks very general, but she is a kind to surprisingly. Go home the same way, on the road I catch a cold, and she is the first time a person go home, we stopped to look out for each other, I found out that she was a little bird in the girl, but only a hazy feeling. In the spring of our communication and few, because I to a specific girl still cannot receive, so just to look for in the novel that elusive woman. When I was suddenly a question: is not love to it. The more I want to feel the love really, perhaps this is the reason I can't continue to novel, because I don't have that kind of I and the reality between tensions.
I'm thinking about again, all signs that the love suddenly come, my heart has a kind of abnormal peace of sweet feeling. Since the first love when second now, the senior still do not have happened really exciting love, I think in my 4 big so come suddenly, for me the pale of university life might be a kind of compensation. But then I got really is willing to cross-examine oneself for her to do all things? I can't think clearly, because my brain refused to thinking about it. From the practice by the gas newspaper come back, I'm not as before writing to envy, but thought about her, I think I really is hopeless. I am very worried about my novel can't do, I also plans to two months after the publication of the entry, love in this time really shouldn't have come.
This evening, I read tired then and think of the leaves, I'd like to call about her, I want to make sure that what do we fall in love, my habit is to any of the fuzzy must immediately clear. I will call her about meeting her, she said she has something, I asked to ask to go to, she said with boyfriend in together, and I suddenly had a lost, also have a good time. I think I eventually returned to her, because now is in the world system has not find love. The love suddenly come, and suddenly, or continue to write my little speak, my true lover can only in words.