Can't keep up with your footsteps
Xiaowen in order to realize your dream, alone on a strange city, because there was she like school. Who knows where she met the important thing in life, and before that she always think that she will not go on like a man.
He met with in the osmanthus full of incense the whole city October.
Remember that day of early return to dormitory to enjoy a man's silence, doing the things you like to do. After a while the girl went back with the dormitory, "young wen, in a short while my brother to help me pack cabinet, you wouldn't think that inconvenient?" "Of course not, that can have what" she smiled and answered. After a while with the dormitory to the elder, busy assembling the cabinet. A young wen also began to is not paying attention, or doing his thing, then out of politeness of asked 1: "use I help you?" Answer to "no, thanks" a the plain people came into the xiaowen eyes. This is their first meeting, the figure was soon out of her mind.
Later in the constant flatmate heard her the brother, can dance, photography, don't smoke cigarette, learning achievement is very good and so on and so on, all of these he good, and the average looks young wen always contact less than a place, but that it is the fact that does not dispute. Perhaps is the life of the young wen has been very lack of so good, so she began to slowly casual attention this man, every time I hear the time of this name will always attentively listen to, slowly also like to hear the name. But never noticed his heart in slowly up changes. Xiaowen feel changed, become will go to care about how a person, the mood of the good and bad also becomes not directional, become easy to daydream, also can be very easy laugh and cry, but never thought these are why......
In the following days again meet xiaowen him several times, they many people go to the supermarket shopping, go to K song... In the knowledge of day to also know his telephone number and his QQ number. By chance, they will simply talk, xiaowen dared not go to see his eyes, but she knew but is just friends. Day so past, xiaowen don't know why always unconscious thought to this name, she felt very should not, because he is to realize his dream, oneself privately swore, to stay in the city, because like the school before, now added a, because he lives in this city.
Xiaowen thought ever see him again, but named doomed, she did not get to have him in the city, but was far away the north. This time although small realize, he has not know from what when begin into the heart, is also the time to realize that this is a how ridiculous the result, because never let him know.
That day at home, and the occasional know that his between birthday, just want to send something to him, her stupid to think: "send what good? And he sent the cross embroider it, a shot of a needle embroider it on, in time, will run in all thoughts woven in it." One day her desk lamp in the cherubim cross-stitch, when text messages the bell rings, the original is he: "doing?" Young wen in surprise at the same time but to: "I read novels, watching in that novel." She also doesn't know why didn't tell him the truth, he drove to the desk lamp with a cross-stitch. Cross-stitch finally fixed, in the mail walk that day, staff said to; "It must be your important friend, so the embroider glimmer out...." she gently nodded, smiling face beetles. On the way home, she has been in the imagination of the distance he received the cross embroider when it's what look, what would that mood.
Don't know from what when begin, like on QQ, no matter where you go, whether what they are doing, whether by what way, through the cell phone or a computer. There is always a voice remind xiaowen, just on see, because that bears his name, just look at his name, feel the heart is very solid, but at the same time and will close the heart, because he always head was gray, do not know when I will wait until it becomes color. Far away he never know that time when see his head into color, xiaowen is how excited, is how nervous, always over and over again, looking at his head, but they don't have the courage to talk to him, is always looking at him from any referrals, an hour past, his head is changed again gray, xiaowen tension not, but began to regret, at that time why didn't say a word, even if a greeting word also can be, but no, but that still stood in a place where he could not see.
Clearly wanted his, want to know him every moment to do something, like to happy things to share, but these young wen are silently, dare not often send text messages to him, because be afraid that he will hate yourself, xiaowen don't know how, like was a changed man.
He will never know N day without contact through QQ to xiaowen of he send in the words "summer arrived, pay attention to sunstroke prevention" this a few simple words let her nose grieved, and the face of excited fever. Do the xiaowen make an effort to contact him, because he accidentally will his forget, but at the same time again afraid he will be so hate themselves. Xiaowen has been have no courage to say what, as her friends it: if a guy like you said, he will not let you live in suspicion and wait, he will become very active. Should be so, xiaowen thought.
The day he in the far south, in that she likes it is distant city, sometimes into his young wen dream, but the dream he hasn't spoken to her, and she didn't have laughed, a figure, also or a fuzzy faces, and each time from the dream of anxiety are xiaowen wake up, although just dream, the but again that is will kill a cat.
Then young wen finally understand: he is still trying to walk forward, to depict a dream trying, and still stay there waiting, maybe one day, he'll follow some people with a byword to mention her name, perhaps has no maybe.
Young wen wrote in his: "everyone has a think deep and eternal feelings, whether to love and be love, whether beginning or end has, is always in the night when the static deeper remembering the past, but missed is missed, even though they do not want to believe it. Can't let yourself of that pain, when I think about your name, his eyes. I'll gloom will end, you can rest assured effectively locked in memory, not forget. Thank you, in this moment came into my life. Later also a man would be with you happiness of life it."
