LanQiao MiLaJi, California-lindsay Wright is not correct-and not in her head, not in her soul, not in her life. Kill the LPGA tour trip back to the way of life and to play the closing of the properties, and so far from the desolate, so often the Australia from her family, family and spouse, wright-phillips into and depression, anxiety and insomnia unremitting struggle.
32, "Wright said," it is just a happen quickly. "No into psychology, this is not a great time, and I just can't really through it, people think, depression, oh, just get it, if you in your mood is bad. It does or what affect your body, playing the tour, grinding it, when you don't sleep every week, you can focus or not, and then have it on with the other symptoms, it just let you down.
"This is a nightmare."
Results: the division championships, barnaby
Struggle can be traced back to a few years ago, she has her LPGA tour of the best season, when she arrived in the world ranking no. 12, two end the first four grand slam, including, in the fourth, barnaby championship. She finally overcome her stubborn side, seek and access to medical help, in January of last year, medicine every day, she still need to relocate. She also reached a point where, she admitted that she has a problem.
This powerful combination Wright this several days I feel much better. After nearly quit smoking game-she has touched the club of 2011 the last four months, in NSW open and Australia tennis open men's golf events each work earlier this year-she and the club and win new New Zealand women's open in February.
On Thursday, she took the lead in kraft, this season's first major.
And Dinah shore on the sun baked championship course, under par 5 pole 67 mission hills country club, in the meantime, she missed her former nine holes shot 5-fairway and 31 years old the following, wright-phillips played to a minimum round between the players and the morning the pace of innovation to a pole makers Amy environmental control.
"My game is there pressure," white said. "I really enjoy my golf. It is not a ground, I really like it, good and bad, this is that some days, everything is all just feel good, I don't feel nervous, this is just going well.".
Things are going well, Yang too. Her round including eight little bird, the key rod three holes preservation.
"You know, six under par, this is a great day," Yang said, who has four international victory, but are looking for her first LPGA tour victory. "My game feel good, everything works well, I think, especially my push rod;. I have a couple of shots, walked into the trees, they find it hard to play it work better than in other games, but I have some good stem. Save and good bird push."
1 CengYaNi, in 2010 the winner, and opened the 68.
"Today, I was a little disappointed," said zeng guofan, who won the event in the LPGA tour five this year, including the last two. "I didn't leave their used a lot of bird ball. I have no chance to my second stem distance control, I'm still very happy, I'm leading the first page board. This is just the first day of the games.
"I'm looking forward to the next three days."
Defending champion stacey lewis in her head nine months after consecutive four bogies, hit 74 stem. G LiMo, never registered in the top 10 of the game, did her last hole with 69 stem bird. In 71 the big group of christy cole, webber and house.
After her round, wright-phillips choose to talk about her struggle than her golf.
"I get bored, don't lie, but dancing, problem solving, got a little bit," she said. "People will say," oh, what is wrong you golf ball, what your golf? "I think this is not golf course, it is my head, this is me.
"To be honest, I have seen a lot of people have had to deal with and depression and anxiety, have so shame place, you don't want to talk about it, because you can't see it. If you have a leg, and you see it, people go, oh, and sympathy. So for me, I have to tell the truth, I to piece, I have psychologists, psychiatrists, my spirit.
"I have to smile, a few times when it is terrible, but get help and encourage do, do a the influence of to me, if I said things, can help people are trying to or has a problem, I think I have a responsibility to do a little."
She said her lowest moment of this period of time, it is in the middle of the night hours of darkness.
"When you have insomnia and you wake up in 2 strong emotions, you have anxiety, so you don't know what you are doing, you of all places," she said. "From your heart didn't have relief, really, I mean, the only time I really have any relief, if possible two bottles of red wine. It can help you fall asleep, but it is not to pay it way.
"This is when I realized that I had a problem, I already have a deal with it, because I get worse, I didn't get better, but I always think," I know I will all the right way. "It will be all right, teammates, that sort of attitude. But it really is no. So, when I didn't go to see the doctor, and get a diagnosis, I realize that I really have a problem. I think I can do it faster."
As for her golf course, don't expect to see on the list her name feels the pressure.
"I can take 80 today, I still feel really good," she said. "I am very happy, and I don't think I am swimming and weight of about 10 pounds of excess baggage drag. I slept better, I'm happy, I'm good friends around, and I" said.
"I am very lucky to now, sitting here, very happy can feel my way."
