When cornered to a desperate situation, I turned to complain a lot about the world outside, tried to blame on others, denied to face the mistakes made myself..... All was unconciously done without a sense of guilty! Just for the fear of being hatred、isolated、disdained....
One precious personality of humanbeing is self-awareness,even in the mood of desperate; as long as there is hope,as long as there is dream, no big a deal even all other stuff were lost, or being deprived......
I just want to be more certain about what I have let go and what I am persuing for; Be brave enough to forsake the crutch, on which I made myself to beieve my walking depend; And there is new lifestyle to be expected!
