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  I haven't come here to write for a long time,yeah,I broke my promise...

  Recently I have been always angry with you or about something.I find myself so narrow-minded.I hate this way to treate others and also myself.

  I wonder why I behave in this manner and how to do next.So I made the decision three days ago.The decision made you upsetted and frustrated.I admitted I made it on impulse and it arose in my mind every moment when I feeled a sense of frustration.At that moment ,I want to isolate myself from others and sorroundings.

  You said,I lost trust in you and became to hesitate at our future and our sentiment.However,it's true.I really have little trust in you.I doubt whether you can keep love zoe forever,doubt if you will get tired of me one day,doubt...

  Time is needed for us to think over many things...really