Why I have to prepare for postgraduate examination

其实我不只一次在想这个问题,因为我觉得要有一个充分的理由.可是我一直找不到,我有的也只是在安慰自己.
For what?for who?
记得上课的时候猴子和我说:其实你干吗非得去考研究生呢,现在的你出去外面做兼职,即使是web开发也够了,然后干吗非得把自己搞的那么累呢?还有你可以教Zoe学点技术,学点东西,就业也比较好.非得拉着人家陪你考研究生!!
我无语了,我不知道怎么回答这个问题,May be  what he said is right,I'm too selfish.I just think too much about myself.and ignore what Zoe considered.
LastNight,when Zoe and I have supper,"小气"  ask me,what do you want to do when you end you graduate student's life.?
oh,God  i have never think about it.
In former time,I think I  will go abroad to learn more technology of computer.and now i have to face the fact. it's a day dream..
Hope is a good thing,never good thing can be die.
In my view,i only want to have a further study .I want to have a better life than others. i want to fight with you.
我知道假如我们不选择考研究生的话,现在的我们生活可以很简单,很轻松.甚至可以好好的准备一下将来就业的事情.比如你可以考BEC,and i can do whatever i like ,for example ,ACM,java,webdeveloping.
also we can have a good future and life.
我说过了,因为考研是我想了很久的事情,我只是想拿这一年去赌,假如我自己很努力付出了,即使是失败我也会觉得安心,至少 it's my initial Dream.
如果我没去准备,或者没去赌,也许现在不会怎么样,可我怕我以后会后悔.那时就晚了.it's too late to think about it.
我不想想那么多了,先好好赌这一年吧.
it's not the first time. that we  have gotten  together to find a way for this problem.what do you think ?
从我自己看来,我觉得趁现在我们还年轻,我们可以去追求更好的东西,没必要那么容易满足现状,等我们都做好了,把抉择到最后的时刻.Just keep moving.